Ugly

I’m trying to smile brightly but I don’t like it

I’m trying to sing, but no one is listening

I know I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Why am I this ugly?

What must I do for me to able to smile brightly like you?

I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect?

I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now

I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape

Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily

My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you

The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern

I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out

All alone, I’m all alone

There is no such thing as warmth

There is no one by my side

Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

Thie world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly and nobody want’s to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty, I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face, cuz I know I’m ugly!